Well, let me start by saying that I’ve been in love with Mare for what feels like forever. I’ve admired her strength, her determination, and her fiery spirit from the moment I met her. She’s always been the one for me, and I’ve dreamed of a future where we could be together.
So, when I found out that Mare and Cal were sleeping together, it was definitely a shock. I won’t lie, it hurt. It felt like a punch to the gut, and I couldn’t help but feel a pang of jealousy and betrayal. After all, I had been there for Mare through thick and thin, and I had hoped that my feelings for her were reciprocated.
But strangely enough, as the initial shock wore off, I found myself taking it surprisingly well. Maybe it was because deep down, I always knew that Mare and Cal had a unique connection. They had been through so much together, and their bond was undeniable. They had a history that I couldn’t compete with, and I had to come to terms with the fact that they had found solace in each other’s arms.
Instead of dwelling on my own feelings of heartbreak, I tried to focus on being happy for Mare. I wanted her to find happiness, even if it wasn’t with me. I realized that my love for her didn’t mean that I owned her or had a right to dictate who she could be with. If she found comfort and companionship with Cal, then who was I to stand in their way?
Of course, it wasn’t easy. There were moments when I couldn’t help but feel a pang of longing or jealousy when I saw them together. But I reminded myself that love is not about possession or control. It’s about wanting the best for the person you care about, even if it means letting them go.
I focused on being there for Mare as a friend, supporting her through her relationship with Cal. I didn’t want her to feel guilty or burdened by my unrequited feelings. Instead, I wanted her to know that I would always be there for her, no matter what.
In the end, I realized that my love for Mare didn’t have to be romantic. It could be a deep, unwavering friendship that would stand the test of time. And who knows? Maybe someday, when the timing is right, our paths will align in a different way. But for now, I’m content with being there for her as a friend and cheering her on from the sidelines.
Love is a complex and messy thing, and sometimes it takes a lot of strength to let go and be happy for someone else. But in doing so, I’ve learned a lot about myself and what it truly means to love someone unconditionally. And for that, I’ll always be grateful for the experience, even if it didn’t turn out the way I had hoped.